Oh the mind of someone with borderline personality disorder, it never really stops does it? A wiser person than me once described my way of thinking as ‘having a lot of internet tabs open at once’ and you know what, it’s about right. I start things all the time and never quite finish them because there is quite simply, a thousand ideas crammed inside my head. I flick from one thing to the next and nothing has any order or place in reality because although I can spend hours planning wonderful things, they never seem to really go anywhere. I have all the ability to analyse because I spend enough time doing it to other people but I when my mood is low I lack motivation, drive and want to finish anything.
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Woah! It’s been ages!
I mentioned in my last post that I was undergoing a medication change and that much is true. I will also tell you that I have felt every long second of that medication change and in fact, I ended up putting my mind and body through three big changes in the end. It was horrific and to be fair, I just want to forget it. In reality, I am going to talk more openly about my experiences here very soon aswell as post a full update and discuss a some new blog doings that will hopefully bring me back here with a bump!
It’s all very exciting.
What needs to be said now though is I am sorry, I ran away and I was dealing with stuff but honestly, It is ok to take some time for yourself. I needed to and I did. I am back now and I am well so if you are still about and reading then please continue.
Please wave high and proud so I can see you!
I will be back next week to start some daily blogging*
*Yes, you heard me right.